Let Us Stand Firm in Truth

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Showing posts with label evangelism. Show all posts
Showing posts with label evangelism. Show all posts

Saturday, March 31, 2018

Good Reads

Here are some good reads I've enjoyed lately:


These two books were finds at the local library. My girls and I like any picture book by Jan Brett; her illustrations are breathtaking! Mossy is a cute story about a turtle that grows a garden on its back. Also impressive are the watercolors and narrative of Say's Grandfather's Journey, the touching story of the author's grandfather's life in Japan and later in the United States. In the library's children's section, my kids look over the chapter books while I peruse the picture books. There's a lot of twaddle among the shelves nowadays, but fortunately, not all the gems have disappeared. I tell my girls, you outgrow some things, but good picture books will never be one of them!

Are you familiar with lovable Lyle, the crocodile? I think I recall him from my own childhood. Bernard Waber's illustrations are familiar from other works as well, with their funny facial expressions. I used to love another of his books, Nobody is Perfik. 

Lyle appears in several books, and what's hilarious is that he carries on as a normal member of society! This particular book deals with the fact that Lyle is the perfect candidate for several jobs, but his owners, Mr. and Mrs. Primm, refuse to let him work. I especially get a kick out of his mother, Felicity, a crocodile who works as a nurse in the hospital maternity ward!


These were some finds at a favorite used book store: 
I wasn't planning to get them, but wanted to glance through them just for fun. This book store seems to know when it has nice, old, rare finds, and will often ask more for them than I'm willing to pay. However, when I saw that the price of each was a mere dollar, I had to rescue them! Look at their charming inside covers! 
 Here are two books that I've enjoyed recently:

Come Home Laughing started out as the Master's thesis of Tanya Lyons, an unknown author, and unraveled into this marvelous book dedicated to adults whose parents divorced when they were children. The design is unique: a fiction story with factual data woven throughout. Sloane and others examine the relationship between their struggles as adults and the wounds they incurred as children. They learn to heal from the inside out through time together doing life, and at an intense retreat to promote healing. Lyons' book is written from a Christian point of view, and shed much light for me personally. This book masterfully tackles issues that a large number of Americans probably have, yet haven't dealt with. I plowed through it in a few days, with laughter, tears, prayer, and note-taking.

 Have you read Corrie ten Boom's classic, The Hiding Place? This was a picture I took to send to my dad, and as I was about to crop it for this blog, I decided it was worth keeping the grass and flops! The photo captures the moment in which I finished this riveting read, the true story of the Christian Dutch family who valiantly harbored Jews in their home during World War II. We get to know the ten Booms twenty years before the war, and are horrified at all they endure during the war for standing firmly against Nazi-perpetrated evils. The faith of Corrie and her family is expressly from God, with no other explanation. I remain astounded at their courage in the midst of unimaginable horrors, one after another. The ten Boom family is well worth making a part of one's "cloud of witnesses."

Finally, this school term, we have a new poet to study: William Wordsworth. At the library book sale last fall, I purchased a volume of his poems (published around 1890) for probably a dollar. How extraordinary to read and copy his poetry directly from a book from that time period! 

Each school year, Charlotte Mason's students studied the poetry of one author for a term of twelve weeks, for a total of three poets per year. We began with Alfred, Lord Tennyson, and I believe our favorite was "The Charge of the Light Brigade." Then came twelve weeks of Emily Dickinson, whose haphazard use of hyphens and capitalization break every punctuation rule I've attempted to teach so far! I personally found her poetry lukewarm, as famous as it became after her death, and never was able to truly endear myself to this reclusive, odd individual. 

Wordsworth's poetry, however, is a breath of fresh air. I think my girls concur; I haven't asked them outright, but I can tell from their attention and expressions that they enjoy his descriptions of childhood, godly things, butterflies, sparrows, and outside play. One can practically feel the fresh air of his poetry, and the heart seems to lighten while reading it. Again, we don't rip it apart in search of meaning; it's there simply to read for pleasure, and to copy for penmanship and spelling practice: 






Friday, July 28, 2017

Forgiveness & Evangelism

These are two of many areas that stretch my faith greatly: forgiveness and evangelism. Forgiveness, meaning my understanding that through Christ, I'm forgiven; evangelism, as in how wimpy I can be when I don't allow God's help in telling others about Him.

I've come to depend on Psalm 103. The area around it in my Bible is crinkled with tear stains. I feel like I'm often on these pages because of my desperate plea to God to help me understand that I'm forgiven. Verse 3 clearly states that the Lord "...forgives all your iniquities," yet my heart doesn't truly believe this applies to me. When I admit it out loud, it sounds ridiculous: Christ's blood is able to cover all the sins of the world...except for mine. Not only is it a preposterous lie, it's prideful. I'm not above the God of the universe's healing.

Satan knows that I buy into taunts of my being unforgivable, that I brood over and revisit past transgressions time and again. The Holy Spirit is working on my heart greatly in this area. I hear the enemy voice jeering, "How could you? What kind of mother/wife/friend/Christian are you?" and I choose to fall into his trap rather than believing God. Why is it so hard?? Because strongholds can be grueling and time consuming to break, and because we don't always trust that God is for our good in the trial. I continue to go before the Lord and ask Him to "unite my heart to fear His name" (Psalm 86:11), and to keep me from being the one in James 1:8, a "double-minded man, unstable in all his ways."

John Piper says that we usually make a mistake in thinking we need to "forgive ourselves." Most of the time, it's another person against whom we've sinned, and that is the one from whom we must ask forgiveness. Once we go before that person, and also confess our transgression to God in repentance, that's it! I have a hard time "letting myself off the hook," though...as if I were on my own hook, anyway. Aren't I on God's? And if that's true, doesn't He get to be judge? Isn't He already the judge of the universe? 

I told a wise friend about a mistake I made, one that I keep coming back to in my mind. I told him I wished I could allow myself to be human and make mistakes. He answered that I had usurped God's role as judge, marking myself because of one mistake. If mine are the only mistakes God can't fix, my friend says, "then He doesn't get to be God." 

Yesterday I told my girls a piece of information I later wished I'd kept to myself. I went to them and confessed that I was wrong to say what I did, that it was gossip. I reminded them that we never arrive at a moment when we're not growing and asking for forgiveness, and I asked for theirs in not setting a good example. Immediately they started patting my head and face, cut off my speech, and both said, "It's ok, Mom! We love you!" I knew in this moment that this is how our Father responds when we go to Him with our sin. He doesn't say, "Hmmm...let me think about it, and I might forgive you," or, "I can't forgive you yet, but maybe when you reform a little more." No! He's quick to love us, to say that "As far as the east is from the west, so far has He removed our transgressions from us" (Psalm 103:12). "As a father pities his children, so the Lord pities those who fear Him" (103:13). 

Evangelism is another area where the Lord is nudging me to grow. I live in a country where I can worship and proclaim Christ freely, yet I often shrink in terror when I feel a prod to say something about Him. It seems absurd that people in the Middle East are jailed and beheaded for being Christians, while I sit here, afraid to broach the subject with people of peace! 

My husband and I have a custom: when we dine out, we always ask our waiter/waitress if we can pray for him/her when we ask our blessing. Most of the time this is received well, and people will share their stories with us. Last week, my husband felt such a burden for our waitress that he gave her his card and asked her to get in touch with us if she needed anything. Her sad eyes stayed in our hearts long after that meal. Pray for Kaylee, please.

Sometimes our asking is answered with, "No, I'm fine," and one waitress even once said, "Pray for those who need it." That was an interesting response, especially since our pastor was at the table with us! Those are the folks who need it the most. Never have we had a contentious response in the years we've been doing this.

Asking a waiter has become easier over the years, although I confess that sometimes I still feel strange doing it. Why should it take such courage to initiate a spiritual conversation? Am I afraid the waiter will spit in our food, or worse...think we're weird?? Maybe we should aspire to be "weird" by the world's standards. Allowing this to come naturally takes time, like I mentioned before. Gaining boldness in any area is "deliciously harrowing."

With a waiter, it's one thing; that person's job is to serve, and they are trying to make money...I chuckle thinking he/she is a captive audience. However, here's another scenario: I'm having a conversation with someone (the parent of my kid's friend, a tennis coach, a relative, a lifeguard at the pool, maybe even one of my kids' friends)...anyone who forms a part of my routine life. I get the "nudge" to speak about God...NOW??!! HOW??!! "Do I have to?!"

As I type this, I'm brokenhearted that these would be my reactions. Lord, move me from NOW?? to NOW!!!!! Help me in those moments to call on You for the "how." Let the question not be, "Do I have to?" but rather, "How can I not?" 

I will insert at this point that, speaking before of the devil, he likes to make me feel absolutely rotten when I miss an opportunity. He calls me a coward, tells me I must not love the Lord, asks me what kind of Christian I am, and blah, blah, blah. Condemnation does not come from the Holy Spirit (Romans 8:1), but what He does give us is the conviction that we missed an opportunity because we weren't relying on Him for help. Any dark thoughts about it are from the enemy; we can go to the Lord and say, "Lord, I knew I should've said something, but I froze. Forgive me for not calling on you for the words. Please give me another opportunity to tell someone about You, and make me bold for it." I prayed this several times when we started our "waitstaff ministry," when I knew I should ask but didn't. 

Today a little fella sat beside me and told me he was seven-years-old, and that he was going to Boston soon "on business." It seems the trip is so that his four-year-old brother can receive one of his mother's kidneys. I wanted badly to tell this chatty guy that Jesus cares about his brother, but all I said was that I would be praying for everything to go well. I felt silly thinking that I was scared to talk about my faith to a school-kid! Those are the ones who best understand the kingdom of God! I pray I will be ready for the next opportunity, and I'd love another chance to talk to this boy! God is weaving forgiveness and evangelism together to help me grow in the truth that mistakes on my part, if I confess and turn, don't put the "HOPELESS" or "DOOMED" stamp on me. Satan wants me to believe that I'm too despicable to even pray to God about it; after all, why would He want to hear me when I cowered over bringing up His name? 

When a lie like that comes up, the best thing to do is defy it, and pray!
Lord, thank You that all of life is repentance. As long as there's life, there's hope. I rebuke the enemy's attempts at condemnation, and praise You for loving me always. Your Son gave His life for my shortcomings, and as a sinner, I need You desperately every minute. Give me the courage to share this Good News with others. Forgive and change my unbelief, and continue to grow me in your truth. 

I have typed my prayers in green, which reminds me of new life, of fresh growth. Here is another one, straight from King David. May we not be afraid to pray this, and to ask God for courage as He answers:
"Search me, O God, and know my heart;
Try me, and know my anxieties;
And see if there is any wicked way in me,
And lead me in the way everlasting." Psalm 139:23-24